I Am Finally being me

It has been awhile since I have been on my page and i am sorry about that. Alot has been changing for me this last year. My daughter has been in remission and finally getting to do things and have fun and be herself again. so I have decided to it was time for mom to be herself and explore what has been stuck in side me all my life. I am a submissive and this summer I met a with a Dom/ Trainer mentor what have you. well turns out he was a predator and just love to give pain and emotional mind games. so that was that. i met with a mistress and her husband who one a fetish store here in town and they knew what was going on and took me  under there wing so to say. They actually head the munches here in town so I'm thankful to have met up with them and they have given me so much information and help to be a better and smarter submissive. i have met a Dom at the munches and he is very good at what he does and has gone to events as well and is well trusted by peers. we chatted online and have met at a play party which I was in no hurry to get back into yet.so joked and talked some and he teased me about being scared and that I needed to get over it and move on. well need less to say he was so right . we met at the munch again this month and hit off again and we talked all night and hung out together . he knew i had a long week after spending a week in the hospital with my daughter so when he saw me he knew i needed a drink to help relax and just let everything go. he did make it a point that i was talking about my daughters more then me which i guess i was used to doing being at the hospital so then it was time to shut that part off and just be a little selfish and talk about me and what i needed and wanted. it was just hard to think about what i needed and wanted since my last partner was a jackass. so we talked alot about what to do and where to go from there . i had a few drinks more then I should so doing a scene with him that night was not in the cards for us and that was good. we both need to be level headed and be in control.

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Miss You Brent!!!